Saturday, 19 January 2008

I Remember It Well..

uhh he makes me feel weak. and turns my stomach all knotty.
i miss him.
he's still there. but he's not mine.


and no you're not getting a name.

today was great =]
went to the prettiest cafe ever in york with my aunt today. it's decorated in the style of the Queen Mary, and it's been kept open ever since it first opened. even during the war, 'cos the downstairs bit was safe from bombs. there's a huuuge mirror downstairs and all of the service men and women from the war have scratched messages + names into it. it's amazing.

and the coffee's damn good too.

it was the first time i've ever really spent any time with Maria, and it was ace =D
we talked for about 3 and a half hours! i learnt so much about her, and we talked a lot about life in general.
it put me in a very contemplative mood.
so that's what i'm now doing.
i'm contemplating life.
in the nice kinda way. that fills me with nice feelings about the world and the people in it, rather than the crappy feelings about the world i sometimes get.

there are so many things i wish i could do, and be, and change.
i'd love to make people happy, especially those ones who play an extra special part in my life.
godddd i'm feeling right sentimental.
i better go before i start quoting westlife lyrics haha.

amy. x

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